not sure what to do but please help me understand

hey ladies I'm now 5 days late for AF and my husband Travis made me cry twice just by joking with me and normally I'd laugh and say something sarcastic back but I burst into tears my emotions are all over the place and I'm not sure what to do about it nor do I know what all of this means... I have a suspicion but I'm afraid of getting my hopes up just to have them crushed again... I'm sorry this post is so long but thank you for taking the time to read this very long post