so i had a bestfriend and her ex and we have always had something for each other and throughout when i was friends with her he used to chat me up and he was ready to become committed with me and he was really into me and liked me but i told him no since i was bestfriends with his ex blah blah blah, time passes by and me and my bestfriend have a fall out and so i see the ex (let’s just call him bob) at a sporting match and i realised how much i wanna be with him so we start talking again. he’s also given me four chances and i’m the fourth chance now but time goes by of fucking around with him for around 4 months and now we’re continuesly on and off and i always feel like i’m the one putting in the effort. we regularly see each other and do couple stuff but on new year’s <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> i had a party at mine and we were hooking up majority of the night and it got to the point where i sucked his dick and we fucked. anyways he went on holidays straight after for around over a week and he barely had data so we spoke frequently but we saw each other at a shopping mall three days and then i went out at night and i got drunk at a friends party and all i remember is me saying he’s being a gronk and him messaging me saying “i don’t wanna talk to you atm” and then over the past 2 days i’ve tried to message him and i don’t know what i did wrong because he keeps snobbing me. i really think i’m in love with him and idk what to do??? HELP