I Quit!!!!


I finally flipped! Out loud at least. AF was supposed to be here yesterday, took test this morning and NOT PREGNANT. My husband and I get up for the gym at 4am and i had taken the test once I woke up. He knew something was bothering (I don’t tell him when I test b/c of all the disappointments) so he was like what’s wrong with you?! B/c I had snapped at him to just leave to the gym alone. So I said it, “I took another test and it came back f’kn negative! I’m tired of this sh*t!!” And the tears just came rolling out. I curled back in bed and just cried, cried like I was a baby in pain! Every month, every negative test, never have I broke down like that. I just want to give up all in general!