Me and my so just put most our money into he's business to get it up of the ground and we're saving for our own house, he tried to explain to me that we're not finically ready for a baby but I've tried for 6 years (we had more money then before our business went bankrupt ) I was determined to get pregnant this year forgetting that we just don't have the money I kept saying what dose a baby really need well today I was doing a bit of shopping and couldn't help to go into the baby shop I always new it was expensive for baby Prams bottle ect. But today the penny finally dropped my husband is right (don't say I said that) 😂 I'm not going to stop it from happening but I'm not going to do everything in my power to get pregnant, this year I'm going to work my butt off and make sure I can provide for my baby and that he or she has everything they need, I think I'm doing the right thing it breaks my heart that I won't be tracking symptoms anymore but next year will be our year and a lot of stress will now be off my hubby shoulders that he can just focus on he's business and saving and we can enjoy each other for another year

Just wanted to get it off my chest can't wait till he's home now to tell him x