My husband and I found out we were pregnant in May 2017 and after a few weeks of joy, then came a few weeks of confusion and panic, and found out it was an ectopic pregnancy. Then came months of heartbreak while still dealing with the physical effects of the miscarriage.

We decided to start trying again in October and each month I’ve had the roller coaster of emotions that I know come with the territory. Feeling sure I was pregnant this time around, I let myself daydream and was absolutely crushed when my period came two days early. My husband has been so supportive but doesn’t completely understand the mental toll this takes on someone.

I know these are all normal feelings... but that doesn’t make it any easier.

Just needed to vent.