I had a really hard time getting pregnant with my first child. Once I got pregnant it was a terrible pregnancy and I hated it, but once my little boy was born it was all worth it. Now that my son is a year old, I would like to start trying for baby 2. But I'm scared and nervous. What if I don't have time for baby #1? Will I love this baby as much or more? What if I lose love for my son? If I have another terrible pregnancy, will it stop me from playing with baby 1. Is this normal and if so how do u deal with it