ttc after still born

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so i topk this today...im beyond shocked...i had a still born in aug as i was 5 months...i keep saying its not true....omg i have no morning sickness or sore boobs....im very tired and very hungry...but im also very scared hoping this is completely 100% .....im worried something could be wrong with thus baby cause my son didnt develop kidneys. ugh crap....i need reasureants asap....