So my boo and me have had an off on relationship Bc i was going through a lot of family stuff that he mentally couldn’t handle (how does he think i feel) but anyway...we are together and very strong. He wants to have sex and I’m down and whatever but like I’m so nervous Bc it’s my first time but not his. So like idk what to do before. I ask my older sister but she just doesn’t explain anything. Like Do i shave It completely bald? Do i just go for It and let the first time be awkward?