Today I kind of came to this strange realization that I'm just not happy in my marriage. We fight daily, we don't have the same interests or reactions to situations, and we're both fairly miserable. But, it's ok. I was looking through pictures on here of other girls with their SO's staring at the admirably, or cuddling on the couch and we don't have any of that. We have constant bickering and tiredness. He won't even cuddle me in bed for more than a minute or tell me I love you without reason, but I've come to accept that. Whenever I try to be romantic or cute he gets silly and makes jokes instead; it's him. I want to work on it, to try to get him to look at me and think "yep, she's mine" or for me to stare into his eyes and feel completely in love. But for now I envy these other girls who say they're the luckiest girl in the world or that they have the love of their life. I'm not there, but I want to try to be.