this is so random. I'm just sitting here thinking to myself

I was in a relationship from 15-22 broken up about 8 months ago now.

Anyway, I feel like I need a "hoe" part in my life 😂 weird i know !!!

But I can't bring myself to even sleep with a single person, it came close once then I chickened out😂

I'm well over my ex, was over him before it even ended.. so I ain't holdin onto anything there.

I feel like I need a real emotional connection, like I really have to know this person to be able to sleep with them and it's doing my god damn head In.

How does one do one night standddsssssssss