TTC For Almost 5 Years

Nana

Hey Good Morning My Name Is Anna And I Been TTC For Almost 5 Years, It Hurts To See That Negative Test Result Everytime You Think You Might Pregnant!! I Hate Ppl Telling Me All These Type Of Things Like "oh, You Staying Behind", "When You Gonna Have A Baby", Or "I Bet You Can't Have kids" I Just Hate It, I Love Babies, And It Honestly Gets Me Mad That There Are Women Out There That Could Have Kids And They End Up Aborting Them Or Even Killing Them Like Whats Wrong With You, Am Over Here Wanting To Get Pregnant And They Be So Ungrateful...Sometimes I Even Be Questioning God What did I Do wrong Why Are You Punishing Me Like This, But I Know Is Not His Fault, Probably The Problem Is Just Me And I Can't Have Babies!! There Be Times I even Feel Like Am Losing Faith Little By Little!! Am Just Getting Tired Of Trying I Know God Has A perfect Time For Everything, But IDK I don't Think this Is My Case, I been Wanting To Try The Treatments To TTC But Am scared!! I know This Is Random But I Just wanted To Express Some I Have Stuck Inside Of Me!! I Know There Are Beautiful women's out there That they have More time TTC than me but we all know that no matter the time we have ttc it still hurts us the same way not knowing if one day we would have our own little bundle of joy!