I have no one to talk to anymore I am isolating everyone out of my life. I have never felt so down in my life I don’t even know what to do anymore. I have been thinking about suicide and I have never thought of it before. I have a fiancé and two children that deserve better. I am always unhappy I feel like I have failed my life and I just don’t want to be here anymore. Nobody calls no one talks to me I sit home alone 7 days a week. I really just don’t think anyone will care anymore. I am afraid but I feel like there is no other way anymore.