2nd miscarriage in 4 months


earlier this week I posted somewhere that after my miscarriage In September 2017, that I was expecting my rainbow in september 2018. funny how things go right? well.... My levels aren't doubling like they should. They were 1700s Tuesday and 1900s Thursday. I am also bleeding. So. I am bracing myself for my second loss since my doctor is really not saying many positive things. yes, somehow by some miracle my levels could miraculously get higher. She also said something about hoping it's not an ectopic pregnancy. I just can't wrap my mind around it. I just want to have a baby with the love of my life. I want to add to our fsmily. (he has three children from his previous msrriage) I'm devestated. I don't know what to do or how to feel. any words of encouragement would be wonderful. maybe share your own experiences? you all are beautiful people and hopefully we will all get our rainbows someday.