ANAL - I POOPED ON MY BOYFRIEND

So today my boyfriend and I tried anal for the first time, with a condom of course. It hurt like a bitch but after a while it wasn’t too bad. When he pulled out and took the condom off, he kinda of like quietly gasped but then when I asked what happened he brushed it off. When I saw him put the condom down next to him, it was covered in POOP. Then he proceeded to quietly get a baby wipe and wipe my damn butt like a baby....I’m so embarrassed but he’s telling me it’s okay😭❤️