Awake for c section?

Katie

I had a c section with my son 2 yrs ago. It was emergency due to him being posterior. I was completely knocked out and have no memories of his birth. 😭😭😭 I don’t even remember seeing or holding him until the next morning.

Is this normal practice? I’m due with baby #2 in April and I’m terrified of having another c section and missing everything again.