Discouraged

Husband and I have been trying almost a year now. I know I’m ovulating and fertile cuz I got a hormone check and everything last june. And my husband has made 2 babies (my stepson & our son). Every time I take a test and see negative I feel like I’ve failed. It makes me really sad. We really want baby #2 of our own. I track my periods. We always have sex around the time of ovulation. I don’t smoke or drink. Try to stay healthy. And nothing. I honestly wanna give up some days. Lately I’ve stopped stressing and tracking to see if that would help and nothing. I don’t know what to do. 😭😭😩😩 I see all these people I know and on here get their BFP. And I just want mine again 💔