I just need to vent this. I feel so dumb

My boyfriend has always expressed that he likes waking up to bj’s so I thought I would try it this morning because his dick was going crazy. I was rubbing it and he was enjoying it. When I went to pull back his boxers, he slapped my hand out of the way😔

I just feel weirdly rejected because he’s talked about he liked it when other girls did it.

I dont know I just needed to get it off my chest. I like him but I can’t feel sexually comfortable with him.