When men say rude shit 🙄

I was in my living room working out and my bf came in and said yeah Work out that hank hill butt! Referring to hank hill off king of the hill. I know I don’t have a little ass however yes I don’t have a huge ass he’s such a asshole made me really lose a lot of respect for him. If he wa playing then it would been a joke but he always makes fun of my body! I am very confident and I feel like he tries to beat me up to make myself feel less than. He’s always like humble yourself you’re not that bad... like why does my confidence bother you?! And I know it’s not suppose to bother me but NOW I look at other women and compare myself to them and my self esteem is taking a huge beating. Like I know it’s not suppose to bother me but it does. Like how can someone you love so much treat you like that? My ex’s all made me feel beautiful and being with him I’m starting to feel ashamed of who I am and what I look like? Has any one else had there SO shoot them down all the time... btw I posted pics of my ass, it’s not that flat right???