8 months postpartum issues

I never thought I had postpartum depression, but do believe I have postpartum anxiety and OCD from what I’ve researched. I’m still checking that my baby is breathing through the night, and I get super anxious about ever leaving him. So, I hardly ever get away to have time to myself even though I desperately need it.

Also, I still do not feel back to normal physically after my vaginal birth. I was wondering if anyone else feels like this? I feel like I’m losing myself and my mind more and more each day.