I think I just have a severe sudden case of post partum depression? I just had my baby 2 days ago and today was when we brought her home.

Even in the hospital I would just have sudden bouts of sobbing and panicking. Just about things I'm worried about that every mom probably worries about.

Now I'm home and I just panic about things and sob and can't stop. Things like if she'll get the flu - so I sanitize and sanitize. I'm just going crazy 😭 this only happens in bouts - I am sane mostly but when these attacks happen it's awful. I just feel awful.