My anxiety (didn’t know what room to post in)

After my second loss I have had really bad anxiety, it comes and goes. My husband is leaving out of the country for 8 days and I have so much anxiety about it. That he is going to be so far and for sooo long.

It sounds so stupid but like I’m in tears and he is leaving tomorrow night, less then 24hours and idk if I’m going to be okay.

I don’t even know what I’m scared about. Just being far from him. Like miles and miles away. And an airplane ride away and I just have to wait 8 days to see him again and it’s just WOW when did I become so weak. I feel miserable. Why can’t I just go back to normal?! I’m literally crying and thinking of him being gone and there makes me feel hot and I’m scared. 😔

God give me the strength to control my thoughts and mind please. 🙏🏽