I was offered a job in another city, I wanted to talk to babes about it... so I messaged him telling him about the job offer, he messaged me back, but I didn't get to read the entire thing, I'm scared and nervous to read it. ONLY thing is, I don't have the means to take on the new job right away, I need to save up more, plus it's only an hour away. I'm super hurt, but full of mixed emotions, I know he can't just pick up and move either, he just got promoted. God I'm crying like crazy because I'm not sure what it says, then I don't want to lose him at the same time, he's been my motivation, he's been there more over anybody else has been, even when I've been toughing out my health, having severe anemia and everything else I've battled in my body since 2011, he's been there, love him too much to call it quits ....