13DPO and NOTHING.... AGAIN!!!

I’ve been testing since 3 days ago and all I get are BFNs. AF is due in 3-4 days and I have ZERO symptoms of pregnancy but I am cramping so I’m sure she will show her face soon. Feeling a little sad because I’m tired of seeing BFNs!!! I was really hoping for a New Years miracle but I guess not. I’m a firm believe that God has a plan for us all, but I’m starting to give up on faith. There are so many of us here that will literally do anything to have a baby and are more than ready for it, but there are plenty out there that don’t even want one and they get blessed!!! I envy those women.... I’m sorry for the long message but I had to vent. Congratulations to you ladies that had a BFP this cycle!!! And to those of us that are still trying with no success.... Keep your head up and stay strong. ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜