You makw me feel horrible and talk more shit to me than a total stranger on the street. You mock my imperfections and call me outmy name but when upset you throw in my face that "I am yours....you came form me!" and that i should get over it but at times I hate you for your rudeness and deisre to be right when you're wrong. Your ignorance upsets me and your shamelessness is. repulsive. Yoh sometimes embarrass me in public with your loudness and behavior. You take things too far w/o remorse for those you hurt yet you fail to see your wrongs. At times I want to leave you and escape to a paradise but I find my self waking uo to the same thing everyday. Your self centered and a hypocrite your are everything I'm afraid of becoming when I grow up but I find myself loving you even when I don't want to. I get mixed emotions with you but my love for you is everlasting even when you hurt me I still love you. My love for is strong and sick. It's real.