Dreams really must reveal what the heart wants...

My husband and I have been married for one year and we are already having some serious problems. I made mistakes and have lost my husbands trust. I do not want this marriage to end and I am now fighting to keep our marriage alive.

My husband does tell me that he doesn’t love me the same way and that the marriage isn’t the same. Because I do not want to smother him with affection I have been holding back. I still tell him I love him and that he means the world to me and I still give him a kiss on the cheek or forehead to show him I still want to be affectionate towards him, but he does not do it back. When I tell him I love him, he says thanks.

Last night I dreamed that my husband and I were both getting ready for work in the morning and out of no where he picked me up, leaned me up against a wall, and kissed me deeply. We stared into each others eyes and I felt a connection..... and then I woke up.

I don’t know if God speaks to us through dreams, but even though it sucked to wake up and realize it was all fake, the dream gave me hope. I feel hopeful that my efforts are not in vain, I feel hopeful that God will touch my husbands heart and help heal his pain, I feel hopeful that we will both learn a valuable lesson through this hard time that will strengthen our marriage for years to come, and I feel hopeful that my husband will kiss me and love me passionately again.