So , just a week ago I had to be admitted to the er because I started hemorrhaging. I was supposed to be 11 weeks pregnant but we found out our baby stopped growing at 6 weeks . I honestly couldn’t believe it . Every time I would have ultrasounds and they would tell me “we can’t find a heartbeat” it would just kill me . I had a week as to what I call mentally prepare myself to miscarry but honestly even if I had a week a month it wasn’t enough I say that I’m fine but truth is I’m not . I often wonder what I did wrong . If I have some fault at this . It breaks my heart to think that I was buying baby clothes when my baby wasn’t even alive . It honestly hurts . Me & my boyfriend tried for this baby we wanted this baby. Now all we have left is to let time heal us and keep trying . Prayers for anyone going through the same thing 😔❤️