Wanting to die!!

Not that type of post, but i am so embarrassed. Had a check up today at my doctor and my dumbass was stupid enough to tell them i lost my mucus plug on monday.

They wanted to do a check and i froze and had an anxiety attack.

I thought they only check you when you were in labor?

But anyways after i started to panic (i was by myself and never had a check before) my doctor threw the box of gloves across the room walked to the door slammed it and walked into the lobby saying how childish i was and talked shit to god and everybody about it.

Like i know it comes with having a baby but really?

Way to be an asshole to someone whos having anxiety.