What would YOU do?

So there's this guy (I know corny as hell, but there is), he really turns me inside out. We first met online (he's real, I promise you), I'm in college and have my first job. I've been through a lot as far as relationships, and let's just say that I tend to tread carefully nowadays. (Almost too carefully) So, with this guy, I feel like I never gave him a chance. He wanted to see me so bad, and just get to know me. It went on for about 2 months and I kept asking him his true intentions because someone as good looking as him doesn't just want something with me. (I mean, let him grow that beard and he would look like a blue-eyed yummy viking) 😆. So, I keep making excuses, I'm at work, and finals are coming. I find out he lives in the same apartments one of my friends lives at, and I feel screwed. I kinda freak out cause he keeps telling me he can pick me up and we could have lunch. Long story short: he kinda tells me to go f**k myself cause he's tired of waiting. But, he had the audacity to tell me he just wanted to have sex anyway, that s**t really made me go off.

Thing is ladies, I have him on Snapchat and he won't stop looking at my stuff. I thought he took me off, but it's kinda making me mad. I just went through a break up, and whenever I think of someone else next to me it's him. Y'all have no idea how many times I wanted to delete his sorry ass. With school coming I usually spend time in that friends house and I know I'll be posting stuff and I'm afraid he's going to see it and maybe start things up.

My question is: would it be worth it? Maybe I'm dealing with my grief in a very bad way. I've never gone through this before. Sometimes I feel like if maybe I wasn't such a b***h others wouldn't be so hostile towards me. Ladies please comment.

Maybe I should just slap myself with me next textbook 😂