Am I alone?

Ch

I’m 4 weeks 6 days today last bloods taken at 4 weeks 2 days levels were 674 over triple 48 hours earlier which were 170 I’m told there great levels but now I can’t help but worry over every little cramp , get scared every time I go to toilet just incase I see blood I could happily lock my bedroom door and just hide away not moving :( has anyone else ever felt like this?