Dear reader:

Soo, my hubby and i have been trying for over 4 years and cant get pregnant... Went to have his sperm tested and they tell us his sperm is abnormal (had it tested twice) and suppose to have went to doc to figure it out... HE HASNT EVEN TRIED AT ALL!! So, ive been thinking about looking into sperm donation of someone who looks similar to him... Am i horrible for thinking this? 😭😭