After years of ttc from the lost of one child i finally gotten pregnant ..... i was so happy me && my partner was excited it was going to be my first && his second . One day i started bleeding real heavy .... i didn't think nothing of it . Why because i know i had my period in the first one . But later that week i started feeling different like feeling empty . So i went to the ER cuz my asthma was messing up but came out feeling ten times emptier ...... According to the doctor i had a spontaneous miscarriage i was 10 weeks pregnant . I am so broken that i actually blamed my SO for not being there for me .. i don't know what to do anymore...... should i continue to try or just let go ..... should i hold a grudge for him not being there or just let it go ....