Boyfriend was Snapchatting coworker.

Okay so I've been having this guy wrenching feeling for a few days now.

I called my boyfriend out and he denied it.

So the other night I woke up from a nightmare and I had the feeling to go through his phone. Snapchat conversation with a girl was there. My heart sank and I felt so sick to my stomach.

We have been together two years.

So I went through it and it was recent. He had only sent two messages. I opened the recent one from her and she had sent two within two days that he hadn't opened. So I looked at it. She sent a picture with a filter that she got her eyebrows done. It made me feel so disgusted and angry. I was shaking. He was asleep and I took his phone to the bathroom with me to go through this. I've done this before and usually don't hide it. But I did this time since I felt off.

So I walked out of the bathroom and started tapping him and basically hitting him (but not full force) and I just kept saying "wake up! We need to talk!" So he woke up.

And we talked about it.

He said she was a coworker and that another coworker ( a guy) that is her roommate gave her my boyfriends snap bc she asked for it.

MAJOR RED FLAG. I said wtf why would she need it. Why would he really reply. I was crying because I was so upset.

He said he stopped snapping her because he felt bad. He knew it wasn't right because she asked for his snap and its suspicious. Like she must have been talking about my boyfriend in order to get his snap.

I'm still angry. I looked up her up on all social media and found them all.

He said that he wouldn't talk to her again. I asked him to delete her and he said "no there will be bad blood at work if I do". And that seems suspicious to me. Like wtf who is she. I looked through his phone for her number but he didn't have that. She got his snap from the coworker. I felt like messaging her on social media and telling her that he has a girlfriend.

We're in college and he works at the recreation center as a referee and so does she. So I've basically just be contemplating just showing up and staying on campus while he works.

I still feel weird though. I have a bad feeling. I told him not to talk to her anymore. But this has been driving me crazy. I check her twitter a lot. It's bad I know. I'm going crazy honestly. I don't even think she's pretty. I'm obviously better looking. But I'm afraid he'll leave because she actually puts an effort into her appearance and I don't because I don't need to impress anyone.

I am holding myself back from arguing with him about it daily. I'm so paranoid about it. We did talk about it. And I feel weird bringing it up constantly. But ugh. :(