Yesterday I went into the doctor with a clear head. Thinking my pap results were going to be normal. Turns out they weren’t. January 18th became a terrible nightmare for me. I remember the doctor checking me down below and I remember telling her I’m irritated which is just like a yeast infection like women get it all the time. So I mean the next part came the results of my Pap smear. Might I add, I got this pap done like 2 to 3 weeks ago. So she reads my results and tells me I have HPV and atypical squamous cells. I stopped dead in my tracks and was like what. I felt like I was in the twilight zone. The woman doctor told me again and this time it was real. She told me that it could be a possibility that it could be cancerous but she is hope it isn’t. So my world came crashing right then and there. I was thinking about never being able to have kids, living a long life, just not being able to live a full life beside my husband. I was really beyond shocked. I had HPV 12 years ago when I was 18 years old. My ex husband had gave it to me because he was cheating on me. My husband now have been tested for HIV/AIDS, GONORRHEA, CHLAMYDIA, SYPHILIS, and for him it all came back negative And night I add I wasn’t with no and I have not cheated on him. One thing my husband didn’t get checked for is HPV. So he hasn’t been tested at all for it. We were separated a couple years back and we dated other people and well I got tested and everything came back that I didn’t have nothing wrong but T that time my husband never got tested for anything until like a month ago. But one thing he hasn’t checked for is the HPV. I’m wondering if he has it then the girl he was dating past tense could have gave it to him and he doesn’t know it. RIGHT, and well it is now to me. For 12 years I haven’t had HPV, it went away or whatever happened but I didn’t have it anymore. So now I have to go back to the doctor on the February 2 and get a biopsy done to see if the atypical squamous cells are cancerous or not. But for the mean time I am just waiting and waiting Nd I’m just really stressed out. I’m nervous and I am scared and I just can’t think clearly. I just hope and pray I don’t have cancerous cells that could be cervical cancer. Have this happen to anybody before. Please tell me your story and just try to help me to ease my mind a-littlke

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