I was diagnosed with PCOS when I was 21, I’m 27 now. Since then my cycle has ranged from 30-50 days. Never exceeding CD 54.

Last year in March I discovered I was pregnant. Only because I held the miscarriage I just had in my toilet tissue.

Ever since the MC I have been on high alert with checking my CDs and testing if it goes any further than CD 38.

Which brings me to my current dilemma. Today marks CD 64. 5 negative HPT results. I have tested first urine, second urnine, even late afternoon just to see if there could be some difference. I am so exhausted. I’ve even taken days off from work or left early because I have been so tired. Which is not like me! I have my own business. If I don’t work I don’t eat! I am extremely emotional (more than usual). I can’t stand the smell of my dogs. Which is horrible because they’re my babies. Then yesterday I went to take a bite of food and had to spit it out. I could LITERALLY taste the metal from the fork. It was the strangest thing. That’s just to name a few “early prego symptoms”. But again... all I’m getting is BFN. 🤦🏼‍♀️ I know I need to go to the doctor. And I will. Honestly I just needed to write down my thoughts. And what better place to do that then a place with understanding women?