God I can’t stop eating today, I know im due on at some point but when it is that is the question as my cycle is all over the place. I feel so bloated and I’m not even hungry but can’t stop putting rubbish into my mouth. My stomach feels like it’s going to make an appearance even through I wish it wouldn’t and I get a big fat YES your pregnant, trying is running out for me and I fear I will never have another baby and I will just go into a big black hole and won’t come out. I will feel depressed and won’t want to do anything. I will put even more weight on and won’t be able to ever shift it again.