I still can't believe that happened

I think the last time my SO ate me out.. was like 2 years ago. He just doesn't do it.

I didn't know why, I was too embarrassed to ask because I thought my vagina was hideous and that was why he didn't ever do it. I've secretly felt bad about it and just assumed it was too ugly or something lol.

I don't know how this conversation about oral sex came about, I think he asked for it and I was like "nah"

And he was like "but why?" and I joked about returning favors and he just looked like he realized something lol.

I went and laid on the bed and he came into the room and said "take off your pants" and I'm like alright so I take them off and scoot and instead of feeling a dick..I felt his TONGUE and I was like "NO. STOP. WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" And he said "not neglecting you anymore"

And I was like "?? I thought you didn't do that because you thought my vagina was ugly or you're just one of those guys who don't like giving oral" and he said "no, I don't know why I stopped doing it but that changes. Now. And nothing is wrong with your vagina. There is not a part of your body that is unattractive to me." and he proceeded to eat me out which was great. He did it for like an hour lol

I cannot believe that happened. I am so confused. Like the head was great but the fact that it was actually happening made it 10x more mind blowing😂

And I told him to stop because I hadn't had anyone down there other than a gyno in freaking years😂 I was feeling a bit insecure and hesitant but once it started to feel good I relaxed and enjoyed it.