I am so horngry and I feel guilty that I do

I feel a little ashamed that whenever or wherever I feel hungry a dick will be so appealing to me. I just feel like taking one down my throat so bad and I don't know why. Even my boyfriend gets concerned about it since he is constantly busy at work. Which makes him more possessive and repeatedly asks me if I still like his cock or not. He even masturbates in front of me then tells me to say his name and tease him and to not stop or look away as he cums. I think me being horngry is making him a little insecure when he shouldn't I been loyal to him, I'm still very attracted to him, he treats me well, and I'm very much satisfied by him is terms of intercourse.