does any woman on here that has husband's on the road. I have become super depressed and even when he is home i don't find joy in the things anymore. nothing I do can make me happy. I don't eat or sleep or anything even when he is home. I don't want to die or anything but I want the pain to stop. my chest feels heavy my heart feels like it beats slower. I even look forward to droping my kid off at daycare so I can come home and do nothing all day. I know it's not healthy. please no bashing I just don't know what to do anymore