First some background knowledge,

Me and this guy I’m currently taking to went to the same college and I knew of him bc he was popular but we had never met. The weekend before homecoming I posted this pic on Instagram for my friend’s birthday but I had on this sexy dress and guess who slid in the dms 😝.

I was surprised bc he had never liked any of my pics, I even forgot I followed him.

Now it’s homecoming weekend and I posted another picture.

That Saturday night while we were at the club i spotted him and of course my best friend did too so she pulls me so we can move closer to where he was. So we’re dancing and I look over and he’s staring at me with the most seductive eyes that just puts you in a mood, so I start staring back. Literally the whole night I would look over and we were back to eyeing each other.

After the weekend was over me and my bestfriend went to lunch and we were talking about him and she asked me if I would talk to him but I was like nahhhh I don’t like him like that. But it kinda was exciting lol the fact that he liked me had me interested. So of course she convinced me to message him and talk to him.

Let’s just say everything since has been amazing.

Sorry for the long bgk.

After that we instantly got in a relationship after a week of talking, we both were vibing really well and had soooooo much in common, like he was the male version of me. Let’s just say I liked him a lot !!!!!!! But he had already told me about his past and how bad he’s been hurt and he thinks the reason why was bc he moves too fast. This boy moved VERY FAST! The second week we were already at the bae stage, not the anything is wrong with that. The third week he was talking about moving back to the city and moving in with me. And by the 4th he was saying that he had love for me.

I had just got out of a 4 year relationship a month before we started talking. So I wasn’t ready for all that. He was talking about moving in and I had barley learned to be on my own again and he began getting too deep in his feelings over us and I didn’t feel like I was ready for that so I told him and we broke up.

After we broke up we kept texting because I didn’t want to lose his friendship. Even though I wasn’t ready for a relationship I still wanted him. He intrigued me! His personality was amazing and he was a gentlemen. A week later we talked about it and he apologized because he said he was being pushy bc he felt like I was going to go back to my ex. So we agreed to move slow and try to get to know each other more first and build more attraction.

Well now it’s been two weeks since we broke up and he always brings up how he wish he had a girl he can do this and that for. And I would joke and call him my potna. Last night he got upset because he said he needs to know where we stand. He need to know if he’s just my dick appointment or if we’re building something because he really liked me and he’s being faithful to someone who isn’t his. And I explained how I wanted to be with him but I don’t want to move fast this time but he felt like what’s the difference because we’re doing relationship things we just don’t have the title.

What do y’all think? Am I just tripping? I have a really good man who wants to be with me but I’m scared we’re going to move to fast 🤦🏽‍♀️