I was dating my ex bf for 3 almost 4 years on and off. He was my first everything really lol. but like every relationship we had our problems. Well we only had one problem and that was his friends. I’m not the type that doesn’t let him go out. I think it’s healthy for whoever I date to have friends to hang out with but y’all I was getting pushed aside for them! He’d cancel dates and go out of town without telling me until he was at the hotels with his friends. I thought he would change and he didn’t. I love him so much that I just kept giving him chances. Love definitely blinded me. But I ran out of patience and I broke up with him. Which was a first for me since he’s always done the breaking up. I won’t go into details but basically he said “my friends are like family and I’ll always put them first cause they’ll always be there for me” I basically told him “you realize you didn’t say I was family too”. So yeah I know I deserve someone who will want to spend time with me and put me before anyone other than family. He didn’t fight for me to not break up with him which was disappointing. Other times where he’s broken up with me I was sad like REALLY SAD and this time I was not happy but not sad either. I was just okay. My friends check up on me daily and so does my mom and I keep saying I’m okay. But am I? Or am I in denial? Or maybe I just finally realized my worth... idk comment what y’all guys think please