Love and Loneliness

I just feel depressed and alone and I know I don’t need a man and I shouldn’t want a boyfriend as much as I do but sometimes you just want to be cuddled and held and kissed all over until you force yourself to smile. Someone to tell you you are beautiful and everything’s gunna be ok because they are gunna stick by your side. I know I don’t need a man but I really want one 😭 it’s this feeling killing me ok too of all my anxiety and depression about family and stuff just UGHH