Anxiety Meds

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Hi all - so I’m 4 weeks 3 days pregnant. I have suffered with anxiety and bad panic attacks for almost 4 years and have been on anxiety meds for most of that 4 years. I am on citalopram 20mg (celexa). I’ve talked to all my doctors - primary, OBGYN, and psychiatrist and they’ve all encouraged me to stay on my meds as the effects of panic attacks can be worse for the baby. I’m having major anxiety about it because my mom is super against me being on them and thinks I’m going to cause my baby long term problems. And i have been googling which I know is terrible and reading bad stuff. Any mamas or mamas to be been on meds that could ease my mind?