This is obviously a weird situation. My entire life, when people ask that horrible questions, "what do you want to be when you grow up?", I always gave the standard answer, have some job, a decent house, be married etc. etc. All while in the back of my head I'm screaming, I WANT TO BE A MOM. Fast forward to today....all of those things have been accomplished except my deepest desire of motherhood. My husband doesn't want kids, he's indifferent to the idea of them, says he will bc he loves me and knows I want them, but that throws obvious flags up. He could learn to resent me. Also part of that desire to be a mother is seeded in having a partner just as excited as I am, and it breaks my heart.

I guess I just needed to rant and let all of this out, but if anyone has advice, that would be great.