This is our first time trying <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. We have been ttc for four years now with one miscarriage and one bio chemical pregnancy. It took me a long time to talk my husband into doing <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> because he was one of those "It's not natural" type people. But at this point is our only option. Either way that's another story, we are in the middle of everything right now. Retrieval day is on Saturday! And Things look good. Fingers crossed.

But of course nothing is smooth. Since we have started the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> process there have been two big pregnancy announcements. Normally I can brush them off but being all in the middle of something so difficult right now I am really struggling.

I know that all of us in this situation deal with this. And I think I am really just ranting right now (sorry about that). I am trying to be positive and push forward but am having a very hard time today. Its what we all ask, why me? Why do I have to go through this when so many others don't. I guess some days are just harder than others.

I get to have an HCG shot tonight lucky me 😠