Does anyone else hit that point where they just can't take one more negative pregnancy test, are fed up of blood tests, sperm samples, lubes, diets and all the other crap that comes with ttc. I just don't know if I have it in me anymore. Been trying several years and it just seems a constant emotional roller-coaster of shit. I see so many friends having babies and wondering what have I done so wrong that I can experience that joy. My husband has two daughters from a previous marriage so it isn't him and I know he has no ill feelings towards me, but I resent myself and sometimes think he would be better off not being with me as he would love another child. We have tried taking a break from baby making and that didn't work. I just don't know what to do anymore 😔