Last year on the 4th of July a lot of ppl came to my house since that was where everyone was doing fireworks. Anywho a boy I was ‘talking’ ( not talking but was feeling each other ) let’s call him Bob, well bob was there. A couple minutes after he came over he was all up in my friend. Let’s call her Ashely. Ashely did not like him wat so ever I swear they were just close friends and shit trust me, and Ashely didn’t know I was ‘talking’ to him cause I didn’t know if I was ready to date him so I ain’t really tell anyone. Anyways I brushed it off but I kept thinking of why he wasn’t all up in my like that shit so a hour later I’m like “bob do you wanna fwm yes or no” and he started to stutter so I’m like “yes or no” and before he could answer I got pulled to the side by someone. Night goes on and everyone is done with the fireworks and I let Ashely and one of my other close friend stay the night. So I’m tryna sleep and shit all of a sudden Ashely like “bob kissed me I was mad af idk why he did that shit” so I open my eyes like whattttttt. So I’m listening to there conversation so I’m like lmao bet. I ain’t even tell them about me asking him to fwm. Next day my cousin let’s call him jason, he sorta knew about me and bob because bob was telling him things but him and I. Well he told me what he did to Ashely and I’m like I already knew. I had wanted to talk to bob face to face ( OH BTW BOB FT ME ON THE 4th BUT I AINT ANSWER ) so bob came over right, I’m like so why u kiss Ashely, he like who said that I’m like don’t worry why u kiss her he basically like “I ain’t mean too I bumped into her” LAME ASS EXCUSE. Anyways I’m like sure sure. But he kept hugging on me and I was not feeling it ( I was on my period js ) and he kissed me and kissed him back but I was like FUCK NO BABY and I said if he did it again I was gone spit in his mouth 🤷‍♀️. He left and I talked to my cousin about my feeling with bob ( he had went to the story for candy and now had came back ) fast forward same day but it was night time bob ft me and we talked about what he did to Ashely and why him kissing me was wrong ( even tho I kissed him back but I scrubbed tf outta my tongue ) he still talm bout that lame ass excuse so I’m over it at this point I told him too never ft, call, text nor speak to me ever again and I told him I wanted nothing to do with him. FAST FORWARD. This year. And between July and TODAY he would ft me from time to time to “check up on me” and IF I answered instead of normally ignoring it we would talk about that day again, he apologize but I felt like it wasn’t a real one. ( OH FUCK IM SORRY OKAY BETWEEN AUG AND OCT. idk, we got coo but not close like we used to and he was so mean to me I was actually mentally abused by him and I told him once again I wanted nothing to do with him ) back to the other thing IF i would answer we talked about that night and how I felt abused by him basically he would call me out my name and shit call me stupid and just things that would hurt my feelings. I was like u used to be nice to me if u can’t change then I don’t want to be with you. He barely did js and he keep wanting to get close with me telling me he misses me but I’m just like u messed it up. But lately I was thinking maybe I was too hard on him and should give him another try.

Anyways that’s my question should I give him another try?