I hate having Anxeity so much.....

Saw my boyfriend the weekend after I got back from Christmas break. We fooled around but he never went inside me. got worried because we naked grinded and wasent sure about precum chance of pregnancy because I'm on the birth control patch. period was supposed to start 1/23. it didn't. Was freaking out do bad that I took a test on 1/24 both were negative I thought my eyes were messing with me on one of the two tests but I realised it could be light reflection. Ended up starting yesterday morning FML.....