so I was pregnant for 34 days. today I seen the sac where my baby was growing. this is number 5 for me, you would think it gets easier when it's just gets harder. at 7pm I went to sleep as I needed a rest. come 1am I woke up went to clean up as I am leaking everywhere. go downstairs to go for a smoke and my 17 month old fell asleep in his playpen and my husband is down there watching TV. I go give him a kiss and he has been drinking. I guess he's trying to deal with the loss of our little one a different way. can't wait to get back home, see my doctor and run some tests to why my fetus keeps going in the toilet after all these times. 😭😇 rest easy little baby I love you <3