Makeup help (long...pics included)

Haha can anyone show/tell me how to do my make up I have tried watching YouTube videos m, but every time I try to do my makeup I look like a pornstar that just walked out of a sona. 🧖🏽‍♀️

I NEED HELP

I RARLEY take pictures without filters unless I’m sending them to my best friend or favorite coworker...

I have a chubby face and I am mixed (white and black) so I’m in between colors of foundation and tend to have to mix two different colors of foundation

I mean I’m not saying I’m hideous, but I’m not a superstar.

The main reason I don’t take pictures without filters is because I have many scabs on my face. 🤭

This is literally me right now without a filter...... 😷😵

I also have weird lips and can’t smile showing the slightest bit of teeth whatsoever, or else I look really Asian since my eyes are completely closed. If I keep my eyes open I look VERY uncomfortable. 😬

It doesn’t help that I’m bi and

sometimes I want to dress up and look really cute with makeup...

ANYTHING HELP

THANKS FOR READING