I’ve been with my fiancé for 12 year known him for 24 years. Yes you heard it. 12 freaking years and he still hasn’t married me. We have an 11 year old son together. I left him after 9 years together because he never made the commitment with me. That and he never compliments me or after 3 yrs together stop saying he loves me. After I had my son I gained weight. I weighed 205 lbs. I never been overweight. I was always active ate heathy. I couldn’t understand why I couldn’t loose the weight. I found out it was my thyroids. After I got that taken care of. I had enough and moved in with my mom. I lost everything due to my illness MS. We are back together but I feel like I’m going in circles with this relationship. Again no compliments, no I love you. We always had a good friendship (as a friend he’s awesome but being in a relationship with him 😒. I told him last night I need some time to think. I know he loves me sometimes he shows me but I left him last time because I went into extreme depression. What shall I do? Sorry I had a lot to get out.